Public Reading at the college

I am reading one of my published poems tommorow at My Word, for some reason I am unusually nervous which is why I am awake. The poem has not been put in here as of yet but will be when I upload my zip drive. Some have said it is the best yet we will have to see.

IDEA, movie with split screen throughout following two random people that fall in lust and so forth just the visual would be amazing

IDEA, a real time book or real time movie meaning the movie is 2 hours and thats how much time the movie takes. maybe thats what they call a tv show but maybe we could change it up a little. More to come on this.

Ideas that have been floating around this weekend

A spoof of "The Natural" which may be sacraligious in the first place, but would be funny. Boy sees lighting strike tree then makes pencils out of wood and writes the great american novel.

Although I am usually the
center
of attention,
I find that I want to
become more of a recluse.

My Mind often drives a lot left of center, but my other personality pulls the wheel back.
the lake to my left and the mountains to the right
I want to drown myself but also climb to the top of the mountain.

The series of poems about individual subjects has grown.
I ran across a man named Henry Darger today well I ran across his website and art which you should google and you can kind off get a feeling of what is going through my head this entry.

I am sick of America being an apologist country

http://www.purevolume.com/elijahwyman Found some new music on Purevolume.com this past week, a mixture of Robert Smith from the cure and Bright Eyes passing it along.

For the first time in my life I feel old, due to the age of my parents. For christmas my dad bought himself and Ipod and an HD big screen tv that comes with 2 remotes one for the tv and one for the dvd player. You can obviously see where this is going but he needs help downloading music and videos to the ipod of which I have no problem doing but there is a sense of aging going on some sort of torch passing. 15 years ago we would always go to my grandmas house and help her program her microwave clock or her arm chair that helped her stand up all by her self. There will come a time I'm sure that my kids will help me with my (whatever the next invention is). Its amazing to think there is a generation of kids out there that don't know life without the simpsons. I am sick of America being an apologist country. Let me clarify. This entire thing going on over the past few weeks with what can and can't be said with out apologizing for it afterwards pisses me off. I'm sure Jon Stewart and Steven Colbert will illaberate more so that is that.